SO NOW’S A
BIG REFLECTION AND LOOK BACK ON WHAT I’VE LEARNED THIS YEAR
As far as college goes, I still don’t have any top picks or
first choices in my mind, sad I know. I
have managed to come up with a list of schools that I will be applying to
however… I think. I still have to read
up on some a little more, actually a lot more, but that’s all part of the
process. Off the top of my head, I like
Washington, Oregon, UCSB, UCLA, Santa Clara, UC Berkeley, USD, Gonzaga, USC,
and Wyoming. Though this year may have
taught me a lot about picking schools and opened my eyes a little, I’m still a
little bit of a lost cause you might say. So I might as well do as I’ve been
doing so far and just wing it.
As far as work goes and what professions I am considering,
that also remains a bit unknown. There’s
just so much to do and so little time to do it, and I know I realistically I
can’t do it all so eventually I’ll have to narrow it down to something, but I don’t
want that to be soon. I want to have a
lot of money and I want to have a lot of fun making money, but that seems hard. I would love to be a pediatrician, and an
architect, and an actuary, and a sports analyst, and much more, but sadly I can’t
do it all. All I do is hope that when the time comes, and it sure is coming
quick, I decide to do something I love and can see myself doing for a long time,
even if I don’t have a single clue what it is now.
And lastly as far as life goes, it just goes…on…and on…and
on. I feel like I’m just going through
the motions with everything I do now and I feel that something big has to
change. Even after all the memories and experiences from this whole year, both
good and bad, I don’t know if I’ve learned anything new. I’m still stuck at the same place I was when
the year began, and I don’t even know if I like it or not. Now that this school year is pretty much over,
I can say that it still left me pretty clueless about everything and what I intend
to do or how I intend to do it, whatever it even is. I go through life day after day not really
expecting anything huge to happen or change, but thinking that something, even
if it’s a small thing, should be different than it was the day before. But hey I guess that’s my road block right
there. Maybe I just get so caught up
with the little things in life that I lose sight of the big picture…. I don’t know. I don’t know a lot of things. But what I do know is that I’m just gonna
keep movin’ on, no matter where life takes me (around the world if I’m lucky). See ya guys (:
